So we are all set for leaving. The time is very near...saying some goodbye's to the house and the yard and some of our favorite and more comfortable things. The kids are looking forward to being on the road and the car maintenance is done...banking is done...the car is loaded. Sadly I have not put a tremendous amount of effort into housecleaning before I leave. I had thought about it and then I felt I did not really know how to tackle the rooms. Also, many unexpected people have turned up at unexpected times to see us and long lost friends and relatives have come out...so it's been hectic. The physical cargo aside, I turn my attention to the mental and Internal process that lies below the surface. How well-tuned is that, you may be wondering. It turns out that over the past few weeks, I have been gaining added clarity. I have been able to identify my true motivations, my feelings, my interests, my personal habits and my desires. I also have a pretty well-tuned ability to recognize these things in those around me from my closest people to the random checkout clerk at Walmart. I have little difficulty determining what motivated most people and how they may be feeling. I can then use that information to help me choose how to manage those relationships.
Relationships are the priority in the New Age of Unity Consciousness. We are all experiencing similar difficulties and successes! Isn't that incredible? Others CAN and DO feel what we think and want and feel. We must be vigilant about showing love and clearing our bad karma. Every desire and wish we send out into the universe, we must choose carefully because we can easily bring the cause about. We are NOT the effect. We are the cause.
The cause of my decision to leave my Job, change my life and take this radically long sabatical (with my children in tow...) was all for Love and the need to listen closely to my SOUL and my spirit inside of me. In order to deeply connect with parts we have long-neglected, we sometimes require deep clearing! So off to warm weather, beaches, pools and new acquaintances to pass the weeks of summer. Tomorrow I will be gone until the Fall. Happy 4th of July to all who celebrate it and remember the incredible sacrifice of Patriots who gave us this wonderful country.
Lilac

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